Cry

The room was quiet
Awakened by a piercing scream
Beautiful
The color of the sea
I could see me in those eyes
Those widened pained eyes
You've already seen too much
I wanted to protect you
More than anything
Please Cry
More than anything
Please Cry
I hold my breath with you
 Breath in One, Two, Three
I want to hold you
More than anything
Sweat and tears are mixed
I am emty
More than anything
Please Cry
More than anything
Please Cry
I want to hold you
They take you away
Please Cry
Please Cry
Please

Words And Words

When I look in the dictionary I see

Words and definitions

How do they explain

Words on a page don’t explain love

Nothing can explain fury

Or wind

or sun

or rain

You have to feel the heavy drops licking your face

You have to feel warm spreading on your back

Your hair has to whip around

And you have to be pushed and tossed’

By the air

You have to look in someones

Eyes

And see their flaws as beautiful

And reach into your own heart

Innocent

When your heart

Strikes

A  chord

It sings a song

It is a beautiful thing

Fire sprouts up from  your throat

Igniting the world on fire

To you it still seems beautiful

But whispering steam

Clouds everyone else's vision

To you it still seems beautiful

Sweet syrupy liquid pours out of your heart

Drowning everyone around you

To you it still seems beautiful

Light sparks in your soul

Dulling people’s souls around you

But to you it still seems beautiful

When the fantasy goggles slide off

You see the world in chaos

Not so beautiful anymore

You get scolding and shaming

On ruining the world

Only with your heart

Daddy

Daddy!

Pride in the little girl's eyes

Tears are streaming down her face

Of happiness

He looks around

at the hazy image he thinks is

home

With no remembrance of the little girl

His Daughter

He jumps when he hears a harmless airplane

screams when candles are lit

Of thoughts of darkness and pain

dinner is silent

The little girl does not notice it at all

She chatters in her own world

But deep down she realizes

Her father did not remember her

it will never be the same

6 years is a long time

Daddy!

Of Happiness

Pride in the little girl's eyes

He blinks and looks away

Leaving her in her thoughts

His already lost

Daddy!

Tears are streaming down her face

Of sadness

Of her beloved daddy

Not remembering his little girl

Wilted

Bright yellow, blue and gold

Waiting eagerly and patiently

Nobody comes nobody comes

Not giving up hope

You think of the plane just landing

You standing there

The wrinkles on a smiling face

on a discarded piece of paper

Nobody comes nobody comes

At home you sit down and think never again

Next to you in the trash are tattered flower petals

Even though you don’t know it

Your heart has turned to cold stone

As you sit and think never again

When You Hear The Music

When you close your eyes and you feel the music playing

When you get that feeling of clouds and drifting and wonders

When you question the earth while you hear the music

When you feel like you are heavy with the world on your shoulders

When it all lifts out when you hear that music and your eyes stay closed

You know the music is made for you and you lose yourself

You have to go back to where you stay and the music's over

When you are not happy with where you stay and you feel like you can’t change

I beg for you

I beg that you

Will do the thing you love

And I find you later

Sitting playing that music

I need to find my music

You Are Already Gone

eating you

from the inside

out

pretending not to feel it

it's there

that feeling of doubt

eating you from the inside out

should you trust

should you believe

should you give in

but you try

though it doesn’t go away

it’s just what you live with

doesn’t everybody

but you have to live with it

until it happens to you

and you don’t need to worry

because you are already gone

eating you from the inside out

should you give in

should you trust

should you doubt

but there is no need

you are already gone